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  <title>my doors always open</title>
  <subtitle>look for the girl</subtitle>
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    <title>yeah</title>
    <published>2006-05-30T00:08:24Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-30T00:08:24Z</updated>
    <content type="html">UG</content>
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    <title>This raod is long and hard</title>
    <published>2006-05-22T01:57:29Z</published>
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    <lj:music>bad day. Dan P.</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Last night was fun. A lot of sun. that movie was hilarious. i thought it was goint to be lame but to my surprise. . . it wasnt. It was good to hang out  with seth. camp hero. &lt;br /&gt;in other news Dara and Paige are gone to 6th grade camp. sad&lt;br /&gt;im going miss them.&lt;br /&gt;about 29 days left of school. YES im counting and for a damn good reason. casue i get to go to see my camp family again. yay.&lt;br /&gt;Im in love with shakiras new song. its basically amazing. plus its a great workout song..... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ok so time for dinner. were haveing salad. but my tummy hurts so i wont be having much.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>Dreams come true. .  Somtimes</title>
    <published>2006-05-02T14:34:05Z</published>
    <updated>2006-05-02T14:34:05Z</updated>
    <category term="over my head"/>
    <lj:music>Daniel Powder</lj:music>
    <content type="html">.Im going to do this whole civil air patrol thing and im really excited! other than that i wish this year would just be over soon. &lt;br /&gt;.Teachers have to be some of the worlds best bulshitters, i just thoiught that so i decided to say it. &lt;br /&gt;.i need to go buy some new cloths. im starting to knot like the ones i have. &lt;br /&gt;.camp seems so far away. I miss it so much.&lt;br /&gt;.i cant belive im almost a sr. thats a scary thought.&lt;br /&gt;.ive been thinking lasstly of what i want to be.&lt;br /&gt;i think after the airforce ill be a teacher. a grade school teacher. maybe fifth grade. i dont know why. that or ill stay ing the air force and become an officer and FLY EVERYWERE. flying is the most amazing thing in the world. its truly peacefull and beautifull.  I guess i should get ready for school. yeah probably.</content>
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    <title>Seth, I stole it too</title>
    <published>2006-04-18T22:12:45Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-18T22:12:45Z</updated>
    <category term="the quiz"/>
    <lj:music>she was an american girl</lj:music>
    <content type="html">A - Available: I am. but not for long&lt;br /&gt;A - Age: 17 and loving it&lt;br /&gt;A - Annoyance: english grade, ppl that dont call their daughter on her birthday especially on her 18th birthday. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;B - Best Friend? GOT TO BE Paige dara and Becca theres no other people who i have gone through so so so much with and love OH SO EFFING much &lt;br /&gt;B - Bar: Mitzva&lt;br /&gt;B - Birthday?: 1/13/89! thats right!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;C - Crush: meh i have a few, actually i have a but load. .  &lt;br /&gt;C - Car: i crashed mine so im borrowing my dads Astro&lt;br /&gt;C - Cat: One cat, named Ovi, coolest cat ever although she MIGHT be mentally chalenged&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;D - Dead Pets Name: him theres CJ and bear and then molly and like 15 fish yes i named them all but i dont want to take the time to &lt;br /&gt;D - Dads name: William or Bill&lt;br /&gt;D - Dog: I don't have a dog, but I would sure love a miniature pug or a daschund.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;E - Easiest person to talk to: Paige shes always there for me when ever i need to talk and she always seems to know just exactly what to say&lt;br /&gt;E - Eggs: are yummie!&lt;br /&gt;E - Email: i dont use my email EVER&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;F - Favorite color: clear is, by far, the best color in the world.&lt;br /&gt;F - Food: apples.&lt;br /&gt;F - Foreign Slang: ay ese!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;G - Gummy Bears or Worms: neither &lt;br /&gt;G - God: is the best dad in the world ( despite what your mug says)&lt;br /&gt;G - Good Time: haveing dara give the sex talk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;H - Hair Color: brunette sounds way better than brown&lt;br /&gt;H - Height: 5'2&lt;br /&gt;H - Happy: living life to the fullest&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I - Ice cream: is not as good as yogert&lt;br /&gt;I - Instrument: i used to play the violen but quite cause i didnt want to take the time&lt;br /&gt;I - Idol: American...haha. Uhm, idols are bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;J - Jewelry: is in a box with dust on it&lt;br /&gt;J - Job: I work at camp in the summer usually. Other than that, my job is MCDOANLDS&lt;br /&gt;J - Joke: Too many to choose from, or just no desire to think of one out of the back of my mind.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;K - Kids: are the beswst thing to show you how dumb you really are&lt;br /&gt;K - Karate: Hiya!&lt;br /&gt;K - Kung fu: Jackie Chan&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;L - Longest Car Ride: in the car with my mom and dad to montanna&lt;br /&gt;L - Longest Relationship: i dont count thats retarded &lt;br /&gt;L - Last thought: "who gives a shit?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;M - Milk Flavor: white non fat skim.&lt;br /&gt;M - Mothers Name: kim&lt;br /&gt;M - Movie Last Watched: Crash i cried through the whole thing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;N - Number of Siblings: Unfortunately, none. &lt;br /&gt;N - Northern or Southern: Southern&lt;br /&gt;N - Name: ...kalie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O - ONE WISH: that summer would pass by quickly dso dara and paige come home&lt;br /&gt;O - One Phobia?: spiders&lt;br /&gt;O - Otter Pop: Camp, 2004. We should bring Otter Pops back! I don't think we had them in 2005...maybe we did, but I predominantely remember them in 2004. Man, we're bringing those back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P - Part of your appearance you like best: I have nice eyes and a really cool nose. &lt;br /&gt;P - Parents, are they married or divorced: divorced thank goodness&lt;br /&gt;P - Part of your Personality you like best: I'm pretty nice, and quiet unless you need my opinion, then you know the table turns&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Q - Quick or Slow?: If we're talking about like, school ending or death...then quick. If we're talking about saying goodbye to someone or summer ending (specifically camp), then slow&lt;br /&gt;Q - Queen or Queer?: i dont get it. . . &lt;br /&gt;Q - Quiet or Loud?: Quiet but loud&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;R - Reason to smile: I'm alive and i love my family and friends&lt;br /&gt;R - Reality TV Shows: suck.&lt;br /&gt;R - Right or Left: Right&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;S - Song Last Heard: American Girl. . . TOm petty&lt;br /&gt;S - Season: Fall&lt;br /&gt;S - Sex: female&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;T - Time you woke up: Today...9:30 a.m.&lt;br /&gt;T - Time Now: 3:08&lt;br /&gt;T - Time for bed: About 8 -9 ish&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;U - Unknown Fact about me: im probably not who you think i am&lt;br /&gt;U - Unicorns: arnt real&lt;br /&gt;U - U are?: This is a dumb one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;V - Vegetable you hate: Spinach, asparagus&lt;br /&gt;V - View on Politics: go bush, abotrons desth, go troops, stop whinning you tree huggers&lt;br /&gt;V - Victoria's Secret?: Has the best bras in the world&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;W - Worst Habits: getting mad at my mom&lt;br /&gt;W - Where are you going to travel next?: California!!!&lt;br /&gt;W - Weight: Is not a question you ask women&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;X - X-Rays: I've had them done... alot&lt;br /&gt;X - Xylophone: Are so amazing. In elementary&lt;br /&gt;X - Xenon: Chemical element&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Y - Year you were born: 1989&lt;br /&gt;Y - Year it is now: 2006&lt;br /&gt;Y - Yellow?: Submarine! Lemonheads!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Z - Zoo Animal: Hippo&lt;br /&gt;Z - Zodiac: ?&lt;br /&gt;Z - Zoolander: is amazing.&lt;br /&gt;stole from seth who stole it from Chris who got it from megan who stole it form autum? yeah wow</content>
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    <title>Drop drop *sniff</title>
    <published>2006-04-17T13:40:49Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-17T13:40:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Last night was seriously one of the hardest nights on my life so far. I cant imagin What i would have had to go through if i didnt have ppl with me that helped me through it. I dont think ppl know the real Kalie and to be honest i dont think i even know the real klaie. i know im strong, very indepndant, kind, and passinate, but i dont think others know that. I just really dont understand. . . . .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>when she was an american girl</title>
    <published>2006-04-11T04:12:10Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-11T04:12:10Z</updated>
    <category term="little red riding hood"/>
    <lj:music>Tom Petty</lj:music>
    <content type="html">SO today was the LONGEST DAY IN MY LIFE. A bit over exzagerated . . maybe, but it felt like it. I was so tired when I woke up this morning I was like falling over and then i was a BIT pissed off casue I relized what time it was and what time I was due at school. So the morning wasnt that great but it was good to see all my friends agein. Lunch was entertaining cause Dara, Sweden and I pulled all our change together and bought lunch. It was great and then I got to go to MATH! I hate that class I tune her out most of the time which is going to screw me over for the test but I dont care cause some how I'll go back and read it all like I normally do. Its the art of lazyness mixed with a hint of procrastination. So I got another letter form a college today this one from Fl. It was saying that I should consider applying early and such to increase my chanves for early acceptence. blah blah blah. honestly im pretty sure f i dont go right in to the air force im going to a two year then transfering casue you get the same classes just like 3/4 the cost. especially since i want to be a pilot. i dont know at this point i want to make it through my JR alive. seriously this year has been so hard on me. DIFFICULTS not even the word. Ive battle being sick, HARD classes, crashing my car. .  i dont want to go on. BUT i have gained the most valued friendships i will ever have. seriously, i cant imagin my yar with out the girls that i get to call my best friends.</content>
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    <title>heaven or somthing like it</title>
    <published>2006-04-09T18:36:55Z</published>
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    <lj:music>good ridence.</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so i just want to tell who ever keeps calling me, please stop its realy starting to kreep me out and i really dont appreciate it. it was funny at first but the jokes over and im done. so please stop. anywho, just got out of church which was fun i really enjoyed it this morning. life is truly amazing. ppl are so interesting somtimes its scary. lol. well im going to go and do my dads webn thig for him so this one is short. but the goiod thing is i get the car for the day:) &lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>ima camel hearden man. . .</title>
    <published>2006-04-09T04:36:50Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-09T04:36:50Z</updated>
    <category term="ride camel ride"/>
    <lj:music>the taliban song</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so today was DIFFICULT to say the least. Becca better know how much i love her as a friend. cause im pretty sure if it werent for her id so be out of the house right now and moving into my dads. i dont like my mom, nor do i really love her. she a controll freak to say the least. everything i do and say can not be right to her NOTHING. its a bit irritating. we have so much can food. . .  A BUT LOAD. thats right. i guess there is one good thing about my mom she says the oddest things somtimes. like she called me a BOOB once. . a boob. right infont of the guy i was with . ..  talk about embarresing. tomorrows sunday and thus the last day of spring break. sadly true. im so going to lose weight. im so determined at this point its not even funny. its ssad the way i obsees over my wiehgt. its all i really think about. but thats why i excersise i guess to lose it the healthy way this time not starving myself. wow. somtimes i wonder why i was placed in the spot im in. like my life and the people in it. Why did God set these specific ppl in my life? what were they ment to do? how were they to inluence me? oh well why bother for the most part i love my life and almost everyone in it. i couldnt ask for a better one. .  well maybe thats too far but i def. love my life. and you knwo now im going to go make a cake for my mom. EWW WHITE FLOWER AND LARD!&lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>My Savor Lives</title>
    <published>2006-04-08T17:08:38Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-08T17:08:38Z</updated>
    <category term="when she winks"/>
    <lj:music>Dear Paul its late at night and I just called to say hello</lj:music>
    <content type="html">WOW. last night at the Ram. . . GOOOOOD TIME!!! i have the most amazing friends in the world. seriously they are amazing. Paige makes me laugh so hard. And dara is funny as well but no one can make me laugh harder than the beast. we went to the Ram last night for some girl time and Paige got a ballon guy to make her a crown.  a princess crown except the crown was like 3 feet tall. then he made me one it had a dog on it. . . i was so embarressed but good ol paige wore hers around. . . . me not so much. so spring break is over sad. but im ready to go back to school. ive had a  good break and now im ready to go back. i absolutly love working at mcdonalds. its seriouisly so much fun. i got to do drive through last night. there were so many ppl. :) it was fun. but yeah thats about it i think im going to get off my ass and get ready casue all american rejects are at walmart.  ,. . . its love i know. &lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>i like to eat apple and bananas</title>
    <published>2006-04-06T21:16:10Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-06T21:16:10Z</updated>
    <lj:music>becasue i cant sleep without you baby</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i ran away today ran from the noise ran from the pain.&lt;br /&gt;i ran away today in search of you in my life. and then i stopped to tie my shoe and he walked up and looked me in the eyes and then i forgot what i was looking for. &lt;br /&gt;Becca and i cleaned ALL morning after i mader her BinB. arnt i the best friend EVER! lol heck yes i am. theres no doubt about that. seriously i made pancakes, cut bananas and HOMEMADE hashbrowns. yeah thats right. it was amazing. lol so then hmm we cleaned and cleaned and cleaned.my mom lost her walet so shes pretty upset over that. ijm pretty happy though the sun is out wiat i should be out getting that sun!! ok im out i have to work tonight . .  fun fun i know. but i love working at mcdonalds. . .  best job ever!&lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>NUMA NUMA!</title>
    <published>2006-04-06T03:53:01Z</published>
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    <category term="somtimes i run"/>
    <lj:music>BABY all i need is time</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Well yesturday i made a plan. a plan that i will stick too. at the end of this summer i will be moving in with my dad. itll be hard but im up for the challenge. I learned how to manage a web site today. it was so easy. .  gosh. lol. i was surprised how well i understood it. and umm what else happend today oh yeah i get the astro casue the breaks are all fixed. Its funny to think that one year ago today i was drunk off my but right now with Debbie and Deila.!!! ( cuzies ) !!! &lt;br /&gt;i think im going to work at camp agein this summer. surprise surprise chris i know, you were right. lol no matter waht i say i always end up back there. i love ministry. its amazing. one week last year the 1st camp week of the summer, i witnessed every single camper in JR high camp either come to Christ or rededicate thier lives to him. i was amzing and then they all wanted to worship till 12am truly God was there. it was such a blessing to be able to witness it. im so excited. ive seen so many of my campers since then and they have all aske dif i was going to be there, OF COURSE! lol. but im sad casue now not only will even and dan not be there but niether will kyle. . :( sad. they made me laugh so hard. dearianna and the rock wall ill NEVER forget that, and the one time that i had to make a cabin sit out cause they werent getting along. that was cool.me and angelina. lol and then the time my cabin snuk out to make smores. . . I LOVE CAMP and i cant imagin my summer with out it. OH and you cant forget Robby. NEVER going to forget the red head who played with grass. NO IM THE ARCH BISHOP OF CANTENBURY!!!! lol and then one more , , , , IM MISTY WING LOOK I HAVE WINGS!! lol. im sittine here laughing thisnking about all the fun times ive had at camp. ok time to go hang with Becca.&lt;br /&gt;kalie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.</content>
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    <title>You know who you are . . ..</title>
    <published>2006-04-05T01:15:47Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-05T01:15:47Z</updated>
    <category term="maria maria"/>
    <lj:music>DUH</lj:music>
    <content type="html">well i saw you with your hands above your head spinning around trying not to look down but you did and you fell hard on the ground. and you stumbled around for a good 10 minutes and i said i never seen anyone look so dumb before and you laughed and said that i still know how to turn you on though. . . .&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[chorus] &lt;br /&gt;and your the only one who&lt;br /&gt;drags me kicken' and screamn' through fast dreams&lt;br /&gt;and your the only one who&lt;br /&gt;knows excatly what i mean&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and i probably forgot to tell you this like that time i forgot to tell you about the scar remember how uncomfortible that made you feel. see your not what i expected but your the only one who knows how to handle me and your such a great kisser and i know that you agree.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[chorus]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hope you can forgive me for that time when i put my hand between your legs and said that it was small casue its relaly not at all. i guess theres just part of me likes to bring you down just to keep you around cause the day that you relize how amazing you are your going to leave me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[chorus] &lt;br /&gt;and your the only one who&lt;br /&gt;holds my hair back when im drunk and get sick&lt;br /&gt;and your the only one who know exactly what i mean&lt;br /&gt;and you the only who drives me kicken' and screamn' through fast dreams&lt;br /&gt;and you are the only one who know exactly what i mean&lt;br /&gt;exactly what i mean&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;well i saw you with your hand above your head spinning round trying not to look down but did and fell hard on the ground.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maria Meena</content>
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    <title>kalieanne @ 2006-04-04T17:08:00</title>
    <published>2006-04-05T00:34:10Z</published>
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    <category term="i hope he is a gentleman"/>
    <lj:music>Grand Theft Auto- Fall Out Boy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so today was good went on a two hour walk with becca and had a lot of fun. we walked to the movie place to return an awsome movie. . . "I Stole the Castle." that movie made me want to fall in love. and be loved. I think it was a good way to look at my relationship with christ. there is a man so passionate about loving me and wanting hte best for me and somtimes i just ont see him. like the girl in the movie. Man i wanted her to fall in love with that guy. so badly. but she didnt love him. he loved her. so much. but she never loved him back. Never no matter how much he begged her. it was sad. but it inspired me. to be in love. and ill be like that girl. wait for my true love. i guess thats the way i already am though. i wont date someone that i dont see potiental for loving. they have to belive in the same thing i do and haver the same goals as I do. lol. Im so picky when it comes to who i date. for example ive only had 2 boyfriends. 2. huge number huh. the thing is i could have had so many boyfriends by now but i havnet casue i dont want to get hurt so i pick them a part and then i move on caue i get A. bord with them or B. theres just too many things wrong with them. lol thats terrible.  why am i talking about this? oh man talk about trailing off. oh yeah becca has the best songs on her i pod. lol i stole it. and now im off to go buy the fall out boy CD. &lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>It was a slip of the toung</title>
    <published>2006-04-03T17:44:00Z</published>
    <updated>2006-04-03T17:44:00Z</updated>
    <category term="my love is pure"/>
    <lj:music>Jesus take the wheel</lj:music>
    <content type="html">SO today i learned that if i dont get an MRI done and do more work on my neck i could be looking at potential surgery becasue of this stupid accident. I HATE IT. ugg why did that have to happen? oh yeah casue i am a dumbass thats why. no so me and my mom got into it last night . . . agein. and she informed me that when i turn 18 i am no longer going to live in my house. . . thats cool. shes honestly such bitch. no not really, just most of the time. we went to the sound yesturday and it was really fun except i didnt wear the right shoes and so i couldnt really walk the trails at all. so yeah and becca and i got some really good photos. in B&amp;W. they are awsome.&lt;br /&gt;i dont know whats relly going on anymore i know that my dad and i are going to go car shopping this week and stuff and im really excited about that becasue this time i actually get to pick one out myself. . . instead of him driving up with it and being like heres a stick go learn how to drive it. lol honestly that was the coolest present i ever got. too bad i crashed it. . .. . &lt;br /&gt; so my day today is filled with NOTHING. and a whole lot of it.  im going to go running possibly. my cat just climbed a tree and i had to go get her. i had to climb the tree. i dont climb trees. at all. ever. like i think i climed maybe one tree in my life. sad but true. so im going to go now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kalieanne:30030</id>
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    <title>I made a mistake</title>
    <published>2006-03-31T21:14:37Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-31T21:14:37Z</updated>
    <lj:music>100 years, , , , five for fighting</lj:music>
    <content type="html">My life at the moment is crazy. Absolutly intense. I look back to see where i was a year ago and were i am today. WOW i thought. Last year was nothing like this. Ive grown up so much. I ve let go so so many things that i thought that i never would have.  ive lied, cheated, loved, cried, learned, CRASHED .. . and yet still i would change nothing about it. I smile when i think of it. all of it. Life has been so amazing, people that i know, loved, care about, yell at, hate at times they are truly amazing. When i think about all that has happend this year, and all that hasnt yet, a smirk comes to my face and i cant help it. &lt;br /&gt;One of the biggest things to happen this year was becoming friends with Dara and PAige. Hands down the two most amazing people i know. We started our friendship with me getting dumped. wow. great time to start a friendship thatll last for ever. (seriously dara and paige are my childs god mothers). WE ended up in a hotle room. . and them in the shower. they make me laugh so hard. they are amazing. &lt;br /&gt;this year i also meet a girl named Rebecca. shes been great too. shes now living with me. shes got the coolest room in the whole effing house. shes been so great to have around and i love her to death.&lt;br /&gt; Im blessed truly and utterly blessed. theres nothing in this world that could convince me otherwise. i dont need anyone to tell me that. i dont need anything. all i need is my father. he will be my guiding light. what more could i ask for at 17?&lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kalieanne:29927</id>
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    <title>and i pick of few cause she dont tell me to</title>
    <published>2006-03-21T01:09:53Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-21T01:09:53Z</updated>
    <lj:music>COUNTRY!</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Today was a great day for me and becca! we got DEBT cards. yay go us. one more step to being poopy adults. well i have one thing to say im so glad that her and i arnt 18 yet. we still have tome to cause a major accident or mis-hap of some kind and not be finacially responsible for it. thats right. so anyway today was uneventful although i did enjoy 3rd period. it was fun i got to talk to cliff. i made the ddesision for him that he wasnt gay. it was great. and then when i got home steve was over and were ggetting a new stove. woopie. no more uckie gross one!!!! so thats my day today. im pretty much happy and malocolly,</content>
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    <title>and i pick of few cause she dont tell me to</title>
    <published>2006-03-21T01:07:04Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-21T01:07:04Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Today was a great day for me and becca! we got DEBT cards. yay go us. one more step to being poopy adults. well i have one thing to say im so glad that her and i arnt 18 yet. we still have tome to cause a mojor accident or mis hap of somkind adn not be finacially responsible for it.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kalieanne:29352</id>
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    <title>she was driving last friday</title>
    <published>2006-03-19T19:45:06Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-19T19:45:06Z</updated>
    <lj:music>kari underwood.</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Theres this amazing song on right ow in the radio that is just my FREAKING song at the moment its by trent wilton. Its amazing like its the the song that sums up my life right now. theres this thing that keeps coming in my head and i dont know why. i was over this guy like way over him. and i was doing great just bneing his friend. but now i dont want ot just be his friend. i love this kid. like i care about him and just wana be there for him. i really dont understand why. God has a plan for me though. i have to remember that. maybe hes showing me how to let go of somthing that i want so bad. ive never felt like this before. im miserable. nothing makes me happy. i need to lean on God and allow him to work in my life. thats the only thing i know that is going to get me through this. &lt;br /&gt; and on other terms. i got pulled over the other day. yeah. no ticket and you wana know why? i didnt use my effing blinker. thats so gay. errr. lol</content>
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    <title>kalieanne @ 2006-03-01T11:25:00</title>
    <published>2006-03-01T19:38:13Z</published>
    <updated>2006-03-01T19:38:13Z</updated>
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    <lj:music>mr brightside</lj:music>
    <content type="html">So latly everythings been just so intense like every choice i make will determine my tomorrow. it bites. theres so much i have to get done and then there work. I honestly hate safeway. it sucks. they treat me like crap most of the time. thing is i work my hardest when im there, or i try to at least. i need a new job cause the one i have right now makes me really sad. and tired, meh oh well i guess that everyjob though huh?I need to start going to church agein. liek i go but then leave. i have a really hard time just sitting sown and focusing on it. then when my mom apporches me about my relationship with God i get really defensive. i think its becasue i know down in my heart i dont really have one right now, but im jsut too stuburn to let myself belive that. Dont misunderstand me I love my God with all my heart but ive swayed, let others influecnce me and i think thats why latly ive been so unhappy, not to mention the last time i really liked going to church was when i was around ppl my own age not like it is now were they have the Jr highers with the high schoolers. thats so retarded. theyre trying to speak to two completly difrent groups, ages reanging from 13 to 18 how dumb is that? but i made my self a promis and more important i made God a promise to reconnect myself with my brothers and sisters in Christ. thats what i need and i honestly want. I want that more than anything. and you know what i want a boy around me that has that exact same desire so all you that keep asking me why i dont have a boyfriend its because God hasnt shown me the right guy yet its not my time. i  need to do this for me, i need to get my life going and stable in him before i find someone ese and that doesnt even bother me becasue i know that when that guy comes ., . .  he will be the best thing that will ever happen to me. oh yeah and im pretty much thinking . . . . . .. . . i hate starbucks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>life is somtimes the epitome of confusing</title>
    <published>2006-02-03T00:03:38Z</published>
    <updated>2006-02-03T00:03:38Z</updated>
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    <lj:music>my humps</lj:music>
    <content type="html">SO today i went back to the recruting offiice and spke with Chris and to tell yyou the truth im scared. im really scared. I dontknow if i can do; it i dont know if im good enough; i dont know if ill have to go to iraq; i just dont know. i know i want to do what God wants me to do and i know that his will will be done in my life no matter what but i just hate how i doubt myself on things i know i can do.  I constantly dounbt myseflf and my abilities. Im trying so hard not to. I want to be the best i wnat to win and i want to be confidant. thats what i want. and in a world that constantly tries to scrutanize evey movce yo make you have to strive to rise abouve it and learn how to move foward no matter what. &lt;br /&gt;Its funny how no matter what i do i always get bad grades in English. i seriously dont deserve some of the marks i get. it pisses me off. &lt;br /&gt;on another note, beccas little sister going to hear about some of the things i think about her when i see her next time . . . shes a litttle bitch and trusst me ill let her know that. ok well i should get some homework done know so ta ta for now biotches.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>day one of forever</title>
    <published>2006-01-18T03:50:53Z</published>
    <updated>2006-01-18T03:50:53Z</updated>
    <lj:music>Nirvana</lj:music>
    <content type="html">so wow i havent been on this thing in quit some time. . . i guess i just need to write shit down to get it outta my head. a lot has hapend to me in the past year. 16 was a crazy year. like crazy i loved it like it was truly amazing. i got the bestfriends i could ever ask for, i changed myself, and i grew in to the person i hope to be somday. summer was amazing and the school year was even better. i changed my style and my looks. lol from punk, just another one of the boys to girly girl that will still threatn to beat you up but never fallow through. oh man i have to write about paige dara and becca. a lot of my life hapens around them. infact when its not a family moment its a biotch moment. Biotch is what we call our selves. it started with me and dara wsaying supp biotch. . it bugged this guy mnamed cahd and he called me and asked "so kalie who is the biggest biotch of you all?" and i said dara ( naturally cause it was her word) and i was second, paige fell into thrid and becca fit perfect into # 4 the last. we have so much fun together. we laugh all the time especially when paige falls outta were ever paige happens to be. or Dara screams or becca says Hellloooo. .  great times. so this is going to start being my day to day journnal of my life. have fun reading it if you want. and dont be scared to ask uestions cause im pretty oopen about most things. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kalie</content>
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    <title>iM sIck</title>
    <published>2005-05-17T17:00:43Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-17T17:00:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so i got my licesnes!!! and i feel really sick latly. like puky sick i want to crawle in a ball and die right now i feel so gross. i think it was the peanut butter this morning. it wasnt redused fat and it was so effin gross. i should have just had an egg. why didnt i just have an egg. gosh im an effin idiot. blah, but you know ive been sick a lot latly. and i have random bruises all over my body that i cant explain i look down and their there. its odd and i dont like it. i am constantly tied and annoyed. aww school better end soon casue i swear im really for it to end.</content>
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    <title>kalieanne @ 2005-03-16T11:11:00</title>
    <published>2005-03-16T19:16:23Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-16T19:16:23Z</updated>
    <content type="html">HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahhaahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahah&lt;br /&gt;hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahhaahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahhaahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahah . . what i thought it was hilarious</content>
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    <title>JuST bEtwEEn uS</title>
    <published>2005-03-15T18:14:09Z</published>
    <updated>2005-03-15T18:14:09Z</updated>
    <lj:music>shining on the vinal bright.</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Hey hey so im so excited i get my lisences soon like in a month!&lt;br /&gt;and wow thats so crazy. i went to the gym yesturday and berely worked out i felt like a slug. hahaha. and then like this morning i slept in till  &lt;br /&gt;7 35 yikes!!! so my mom called in and told them i have a head ach. its really sad the attendance lady knows my name, both of them! man im so bad im terrible. lol not. anyways.they know my name and how to spell it. so i have to sign up for my classes today! all honors and running start!!! yikes!! wholy crap spanish 3 is freakn me out! like seriously the only way i have a 71 is al the home work i do thats the only way im passing! sad huh. yeah it is. like latly i have had a really bad craving for like chinese fod and like tai food. the thing is i hate that kinda food. thats weird. kinda funny but weird. and i love this song im listening to. oh and i like that one song chariet by gaven somthing. i used to know a kid names gavin. he like me so much its was weird. lol. ilove this song wholy crap. &lt;br /&gt;if your happy and you know it&lt;br /&gt;turn the volume up and blow it out. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mmmm food. im hungry i had kix for breakfast. they were really good. like i love them and peanut butter there is no better food than that. for sure.&lt;br /&gt;and im not wearing maskera, sad i just noticed that, oh not true when i was walking to school i thought about it. and in 6th period we are working on punctuation. . . . stuff we learned in 3rd grade. were to put commas, example:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A women, without her man, is nothing.&lt;br /&gt;now the exact some sentance with diffrent punctuation:&lt;br /&gt;A women: without her, man is nothing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love that. lol ok im done i just thought id letcha up on me and whats going on. that took me like .. . . .  ummm 7 minutes to write. wow ima geek.</content>
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    <title>me</title>
    <published>2005-03-14T18:39:53Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Ha your mom goes to collage. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;im so excited about like school today. its sooooo boring and i feel liek shit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to go up to the mountians soon. and just drive and sit and like really listen to nothing. &lt;br /&gt;i dont know. go back to my childhood. Listen to country and just zone out.&lt;br /&gt;ok the bells going to ring peace out</content>
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